Recently, I’ve always had a very hard time writing things.
I always write and then cancel the whole lot away,
Start again and cancel the whole lot away again.
I think it’s because I have a lot of things to write, yet I want only to write about one thing at a time. Because if I really wrote down everything I wanted to say, it would be a random convoluted mess.
And actually the solution to my problem would be writing more often. So that’s my pre-new year resolution spanning the period from now till New Year’s!!
So here’s my one topic for today:
FAITH.
I just came back from the YAM camp, and the theme was on faith.
It made me think not only about faith in God, but also faith in people.
Faith is very hard to gain and very easy to lose.
Very hard to give and very easy to take.
I’ve been thinking about a past incident that made me lose faith in my idealisms. It’s really very hard to live in a cushioned world, only to be dropped into hard reality. And for days after it happened, I tried to grapple with reason, tried to come to terms with it and move on.
But only for days. Because there’s really no point crying over spilled milk. You only have to figure out how to move on from there. And from then on, it depends on how much faith you’ve got in the belief that things will work out. So nowadays I don’t talk about it anymore, which is not very good, because even though I forgive, I can’t forget. Which makes the issue a white elephant sitting smack in the middle of the field that is my mental capacity.
So how do I solve it? I come here and rant.
Because I can’t possibly raise the issue again right? That’s not moving past it.
So at least this creates an outlet where I can outrightly yet vaguely do a virtual outburst.
Wow. That was some intense verbal diarrhea.
But thanks for reading yo! =)
“Intense” reminds me of this week’s Gossip Girl.
Ooh. Intense.
I love Blair and Chuck!!! I can’t believe she finally said it!!
But I’m digressing. This is a one-topic post. Once I start digressing it will never end.
So I’m stopping now!
Have a good weekend!!
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- Friday, December 12, 2008 @ 4:38 PM
Recently, I’ve always had a very hard time writing things.
I always write and then cancel the whole lot away, Start again and cancel the whole lot away again. I think it’s because I have a lot of things to write, yet I want only to write about one thing at a time. Because if I really wrote down everything I wanted to say, it would be a random convoluted mess. And actually the solution to my problem would be writing more often. So that’s my pre-new year resolution spanning the period from now till New Year’s!! So here’s my one topic for today: FAITH. I just came back from the YAM camp, and the theme was on faith. It made me think not only about faith in God, but also faith in people. Faith is very hard to gain and very easy to lose. Very hard to give and very easy to take. I’ve been thinking about a past incident that made me lose faith in my idealisms. It’s really very hard to live in a cushioned world, only to be dropped into hard reality. And for days after it happened, I tried to grapple with reason, tried to come to terms with it and move on. But only for days. Because there’s really no point crying over spilled milk. You only have to figure out how to move on from there. And from then on, it depends on how much faith you’ve got in the belief that things will work out. So nowadays I don’t talk about it anymore, which is not very good, because even though I forgive, I can’t forget. Which makes the issue a white elephant sitting smack in the middle of the field that is my mental capacity. So how do I solve it? I come here and rant. Because I can’t possibly raise the issue again right? That’s not moving past it. So at least this creates an outlet where I can outrightly yet vaguely do a virtual outburst. Wow. That was some intense verbal diarrhea. But thanks for reading yo! =) “Intense” reminds me of this week’s Gossip Girl. Ooh. Intense. I love Blair and Chuck!!! I can’t believe she finally said it!! But I’m digressing. This is a one-topic post. Once I start digressing it will never end. So I’m stopping now! Have a good weekend!! |
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