Yep so I’m sorry for the dry spell in the blogging department. I guess with the new job and the whirlwind of unsettledness it was pretty difficult to sit down and type something rationally.

But it’s better now…I’ve settled down more. Thanks to all the wonderful people around me –

Parents, Kgo Kgo, Damon, Tashie, Nic, even Yulis…
And most importantly, Sandy. =)

The thing is, I hate change. I loathe it with every inch of my mortal being. I despise it to the core. On more than one occasion, people have told me that they’ve always had the impression that I adapt very easily coz I seem very happy-go-lucky. But NO!! haha it’s a falsity. I don’t like change at all.

And it’s worse when you’ve just settled down nicely at one place, you’ve gotten used to the people, the way of doing things and then you’ve suddenly gotta pack up your bags and move. And the same routine that you loved so much is no more.

Then what?
Adapt to a new one only to move again once you’ve settled?

I know some people say change is good…you learn more, you challenge yourself more..
But please. To me, it’s making myself more miserable.

And that’s when I realized after talking to someone the other day that we really have to figure out what we want for ourselves. I mean, what do I really want. With all the money-loaded ambitions surrounding me today…do I really want all that or is it just a projection off from the people around me?

Who doesn’t want to be rich. But who doesn’t want to be happy.
And I know that it is possible to marry the two.
But how often does that happen for people?

Right now, I’m happy working here. For now.





And I know this is a blog post that I will look back on in two years and laugh at. At the spoilt-ness of someone going through an adolescent-esque, impulsive, emotion-driven phase.

Haha. I’m wise that way.

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