sometimes i see something at mango that i really, really like terribly much. like the corduroy jacket in the mango window that so belonged to me. i even went back to my mummy to tell her how much i loved the jacket hoping she'll get it for me! i did it in spite of the fact that it was terribly expensive..and she agreed to get it for me.
i felt so guilty i told her that she didn't have to get it.
sometimes in efforts to get what i want, i hurt people. you must believe me when i say that i really don't mean it..it's done unconsciously more often than not. but once in a blue moon, i deliberately go ahead for wat i want even though i know i'm hurting someone. when the realization sets, that feeling alone is the worst thing in the world. so i'm sorry if i've hurt you, knowing full well that i have. in cases like these, there's no possible way to make it up to you. no way at all.
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