woo! i'm keeping good pace with my blogging..!! this is to make up for future lack of blogging due to the looming prelims..ugh..right now i'm focusing lazing around in canada after the As..yes!! motivation!! hahaha...i don't know why but i still don't have that sense of serious urgency..i should be super stressed right now and i'm not!! i even have time to come on and blog for goodness sake!! this is totally seriously bad...helloo...i'm bruising my future down here!!...and i'm oblivious to it..gosh i think i need more motivation than canada..i need an intoxicating incentive..one that will totally blow me away..think think think....hmmm....otherwise i could have something that could smack reality in my face so i'll be able to see what all this is leading to..hmmm...either way i need help badly...

things at home aren't very smooth...misunderstandings are occurring and frustration is building up..i can't blame mummy or kris or sang..but seriously...sang should really sense the urgency in the situation here..mummy is not chasing him out, she just wants him to do something about his staying here..help around the house, study, look for a flat..mummy just told me that he was actually supposed to stay at a hotel but came here instead..2 days has become 3 weeks!! it's unbelievable..the urgency would be staring at him right in the face if he was staying at a hotel..he said he'll move out by the end of the month so that means he'll be here for another month more!! unless he starts showing that he really appreciates mummy's and daddy's efforts..i doubt there's gonna be a welcoming parade...



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