hey..haven't been updating...and you thought i would be free during the hols....heh...

nothing much been happening..been out studying with poon and tash for the past 2 days..quite fruitful...though these little study gatherings are burning a hole in my pocket and are raging a fire in tash's and poon's..we seriously have to find a cheap place to study..we went to coffee club the day before and i payed $5 for a drink!! unbelievable..wat a ripoff..tash and poon both ordered the kids meal..hahaha so theirs were $5 each too, they were denied the ice cream though..hahaha...so yesterday we went to mos..actually we were at the library..but then the silly librarian said that we couldn't have more than 2 chairs at 1 table so we left...it was really condusive (how on earth do u spell that? is it right?)..but unfortunately...bleahz..stupid libraries..aren't libraries meant for ppl who wanna study?!

dad and zeke leaving for spain this fri..and i can't wait..yet i dun really want them to leave...so kinda mixy-upy..haha...they should've have gone the first week then i could've enjoyed the hols and freedom! leaving on the last week isn't to my advantage at all...damn...

you know wat?! that day i was in the taxi waith mummy on the way to tangs and she was talking to the cabbie about like singapore and education and stuff so he was saying that singapore has no future at all coz our neighbours will juz catch up with us..he said give us another 10 yrs and we'll be wiped off the map of importance..he said that he kicked (yup kicked..he said ' wo ti ta men chu qu') his sons out of singapore and refused to let them back here ever again coz he said he doesn't want them to suffer here...so mummy's pretty decided on sending me overseas and yup it's most prob the US coz the uncle also said that:

- England -> generalists
- Australia -> commercialists
- America -> specialists

he said that there's no point in getting a degree in australia coz it's not good enuff..and i was half thinking whether i shd go aussie with tash..(seriously can's stand the accent though..it's like a disfigured british accent..ooh..british accent *drool*..and u wonder why i likeD a1 last time huh...haha..)..so yeah..then i was thinking that i'll really miss singapore!! i won't get to take a bus down to tm or orchard road and stuff and i won't have ppl looking out for me!! as it is i don't even dare go downstairs coz it's too dark and u want me to live in a different country alone?! totally outrageous..!!! i think i'll cry every single day..sigh...so how? moral of the story: i have to grow up sometime..might as well be next year...if not how am i ever gonna be independent?? so i should be strong!! "i'm stronger than yesterday..now it's nothing but my way..." (what ever happened to her??) so yeah...i am so gonna miss the food here though..so i've decided to take up cooking from mama...officially before i leave..and since mama is such an amazing cook, i'll have a future in the food industry if i fail uni...muahahaha...i am so prepared...*applause*...

k i've just made a resolution..nothing to do with above...: i am going to try to spend less than $200 within the next 2 weeks..TRY...inclusive of my b.u.m. pants..$39!! crazy..i should stick to shopping at giordano with twinkle around..heh...
-ryn-

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