i'm stuffed! just came back from simpang bedok, had roti prata! *yum yum* it was quite fun coz we went after church service (today is maundy thurs) so when we (mummy, daddy and i) went there we saw the X-games committee- nat, raveen, shaun, joanne, gillian. and then after that bernie's whole family came! so it was like a whole bmc gathering kinda thingy..haha..like we were all living in some kampong or sth where we know everyone! bonding eh..haha..my and dy were so funny coz they were such cleanliness freaks!! haha..when my recieved her tea, she started to clean the rim of it, and both of them wouldn't lean back on the chair or put their hands on the table! lifestyles of the high-class and clean..haha..

juz got off the phone with nat coz veen called him halfway, could hear what they were talking bout coz i was on the house phone and veen called his handphone and in the middle of the convo nat asked veen whether he wanted to call him back using the house phone and veen said he wasn't at home and he would have to call someone else later when he got home..some girl...so i so wanted it to be at first, then i got kinda disappointed coz i dun think it is me and then i got pissed at myself coz i've no right to get disappointed! i so feel like cleopatra right now (u guys know what i'm talking bout rite? heh..) with all the swinging emotions and stuff..maybe it's juz PMS la..at least i hope so coz i so do not wanna be a pendulum of emotions..no good for me and no good for the ppl around me..it's like WATCH OUT kinda thing..haha..sooo i hafta call nat back in like 10 min that's y i popped in (haha..nearly wrote 'pooped in'..!) to fill ya in on stuff coz i din write yesterday if u've been observant..haha..

i am soooo totally glas that tmr's a public hol, sch was driving me a little crazy..it's been a really long week! was juz talking to peihua about it today, it's been especially long and tiring! luckily i'm not the only one feeling like that. even my friends aren't my motivations to go to sch anymore! no offence girls! it's been pre-tty draining..and poon is getting on my nerves man..i have no idea y but ya..sometimes he can juz get so irritating, he's alway trying to like compete with me to see who's a better christian and i hate that! he always thinks he's better..i mean ok la..but don't go off boasting about it! i mean he always spouts vulgarities and he still dares to say he's a good christian..he so does not show it man..and he always tries to compete in knowlede of christianity and i have no idea how to react!! both as ryn and as christian ryn. help!! i know he shouldn't ba acting like that and i even more so should not follow his footsteps, it'll juz be getting myself into deeper trouble. i can't stand the fact that nowadays when people spout vulgarities they accept it as normal just becoz they think it's been integrated into society and it's no big deal saying it..then they go around everywherr saying f*** this, sh*t this, a**h*** and stuff liddat..it's really irritating coz it's WRONG!!! and people don't see that!! coz they take it as the norm..sigh..especially christians like our dear mr poon. aaargh...how do i get my msg across??????
-ryn-

p.s. : hey mag! hey tash! hey deb!

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